Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Does anyone else LOVE Macbarbie07 from youtube?

She is my favorite guru, and I was wondering if I could find anyone else would agree! I heard she has an account on here so everyone... PLEASE comment and maybe it will become more popular and she will see it :)

Question for audiophiles and tech gurus!?

Okay so i'm looking into buying some new over ear headphones to listen to my ipod. In other words just the 3.5mm jack as opposed to the amp jack. I know some headphones are meant for an amp and therefore i don't want to buy those and not use them optimally. Okay so basically which headphone is the best for listening to 3.5mm devices, is less than $250, and preferably at best buy?

Anyone who had implantation bleeding?

Its been 7 days since ovulation and when i went to the restroom last night i noticed a almost clear like brown almost not noticable but i look for that stuff and about a half cenimeter dot of blood. Does this sounds like it could be implantation bleeding? My period is due in 2 more days. As far as today theres been no more discharge like that, But im not having cramps...Is that odd? I heard that some have cramps like a period with implantation bleeding. Also idk if this means anything but ive been bloated for awhile now and having gas pains my nipples are also almost untouchable there so sore which ive never noticed before in my life. Thank you i just need oppinions because im TTC so before i start thinking maybe it happend this month i want some oppinions.

Any internet gurus out there?

Why is it when I click onto a hyperlink but comes up with a blank page?I know it must have something to do with the settings.

Help - very worried about this situation?

My dad recently committed violence and other threats two days ago - and he's been doing it for a while. My mum couldn't take it so the police were informed. It's better now, but I'm so worried my dad might come in and do something so bad I don't want to mention it here. What can I do?

Can i get some opinions on my latest short story (FIRST PARAGRAPHS)?

well...i dont like how you used the word "ring" twice in one paragraph. The point of view seemed like it got messed up a little at the beginning. And your using the word blood too many times. Other than that though, it looks promising.

I think I may be O.C.D, and possibly paranoid.?

I've been focusing on things like this recently, and it has come to my attention that I seem likely to have O.C.D. The first instance of O.C.D like behavior I can remember is from when I was a little child. When I would ride in the car I would always look out the window, and watch the objects. Then I would count them. While others were talking to me during this I would count every word they said on the objects going past me and if their sentence didn't work out to be totally even I would break things up, clump things together, add in, or take out words. This really interfered with my listening, and by the time I noticed I was doing this it had been a few years and I found it difficult to stop. I still do this sometimes. Then once I had, for the most part, corrected this annoying error I began to grind my teeth to the syllables of things others said to me, and occasionally to what I said as well. Then began my germ phobia. It was completely unreasonable, and yet I still have it for the most part. I felt that everything was dirty, my own hands were always dirty, etc. If something were to compromise the cleanliness of a surface, even after it had been properly cleaned and relentlessly disinfected, I would feel that the germs were still there and it would, in my mind, render the object untouchable/unusable. I would wash my hands five or six times and always up to my elbows (sometimes higher) after little things like using the restroom, touching a remote control, touching a counter top, having used cleaning products on something, etc. Occasionally I find myself afraid of having picked up germs from an object I merely saw or considered touching, but did not so much as get near it. For a short period of time I found myself unwilling to touch my food, as I believed my hands would compromise the foods sanitation. So, I ate everything by picking it up with my mouth or a utensil such as a fork rather than my hands. This went even for potato chips or french fries; even a banana (very difficult). I eventually overcame this by washing my hands multiple times before I ate anything. I find I believe everything to be dirty. I re-wash dishes before I eat off of them even when I take them out of the dish drainer and they've only been washed moments before. Also, I am somewhat of a slob. But then I find after the room being messy only for a few minutes due to my slob habits that I go into mad Nazi-cleaning mode. I vacuum and dust and polish and organize and sort through and throw away. I even organize my clutter to be arranged in what I find to be a more appealing manor. As far as my personal hygiene, when I first get in the show I wash my hands with soap before I begin washing myself. Then after washing myself I was my hands with soap again. This keeps going on until I'm finished with my shower. This could just be my anger issues, but I get angry at myself for doing something wrong, even the slightest thing (for example, using an abbreviation that is for the most part useless), and find that I have a sort of compulsive need to fix the error, whatever it may be. This also comes in to play with my grammar, as I'm sure you have noticed. The slightest spelling mistakes make me freak out. Also, in a subject that I feel I'm right on, I absolutely REFUSE to allow someone to tell me otherwise. I am wholly unable to take criticism, even if it is constructive. Also, sometimes I feel a random need to get up and pace. I can pace for hours upon hours while not feeling like it has been more than five minutes. If for some reason I am unable to pace around I get this odd feeling, as though I literally need to be doing it, as though it were important and absolutely imperative that the task was performed. Also, as I'm sure of you have read, I have self-harmed (mostly in the past, I've been trying to quit) and each time I did so I always left three cuts/burns/bruises. Although this may not tie in here, as I created something for each to stand for (1: Punishment 2: Control 3: Clarity). Often times I find myself (unjustifiably) feeling absolutely superior to those around me. As though I can grasp things they cannot. In groups I feel that I have to be the one to do all the work as I'm the only one who can perform the task given correctly. I realize the others are capable of doing just as well as I, and possibly better, but I cannot help but feel otherwise. I also think I'm paranoid. This is due to the fact that on more occasion than one I've wondered whether or not someone was watching me; this occurs when I am completely alone. Sometimes I feel the need to correct my thoughts so that they might be appropriate in the event that anyone around me could somehow read minds. I also find when I'm at home I am extremely suspicious of my mother. She does not trust me and I find that I sometimes feel as though she may have installed cameras to watch me. I will admit to literally looking into things searching